Hebrews messages

Girls
Last weeks Hebrews message this verse caught my eye. Hebrews 12:2 " Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author of our faith, who for the joy set before him endureth the cross, scorning it's shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God." I have learned alot about fixing my eyes on Jesus. The depression problems I have right now is to a struggle point. Roger has taught me a great deal about faith and praying. God has spoken to me alot through Roger and I thank God for that. I thank God for sending him to our church. Larry was right Sunday may 3rd. He is a blessing to our church. This weeks message the words that Larry talked about was "It is Finished." To me that means it is done our sins are covered with his blood. I have went through alot in the past 11 months since my dad's death. In the past 4 years I have lost a Mother, Father, Mike's grandfather, and yesterday I lost my Aunt. All these most precious people in my life. God is teaching me something. Sometimes I don't know what he is trying to teach me. I went to see my Aunt and she passed away not 2 mins. before I got there. I did go in and look at her, it was so hard for me but for some reason I had to go look at her. She looked like my mother. I cried, but I know she is in heaven with my other family. Nelson and Norma took Mike and I to see my aunt, then I wanted to go by my mom and dad's grave. But, first Nelson took me by the house they lived in and then to their grave. Well, I hadn't been there and my Aunt (my dad's step sister) had put these vases on each side of the tombstone and I didn't know about it. Yes, I was angry but of course I know that is a cover up word for hurt. But, I just thought to myself "It is finished." My parents aren't there and as Roger has taught me to "Let it GO." All I hope is that she finds Jesus. That is all my father ever wanted. So, I said "It is Finished." Life is too short to carry anger. That doesn't mean that I still can sometimes be angry at God. But, he is our provider, protector, and friend. Thanks for letting me share. God bless each and everyone of you. Love in Christ, Lorie Klyn